Lasting Impressions

"I'm not impressed." I hear my wife say, as I am immediately interested in the turn our conversation has taken; Chiefly, the increase in my thought level occurs because, I had forgotten that part of my life was even suppose to be, "impressive". We look at the entire creation, the whole universe, differently; Her and I. It's endearing how I can analyze the way she attempts to understand things relative to my position without having any understanding of my position. I catch myself more frequently doing the inverse. I know that it happens the same for her because I understand the human condition. I've read enough books, and watched enough television to at least understand the human condition in it's simple form, that is a thread we do share.

You know my wife tells me frequently to blog about her, to which I respond, well um.. I do.

I and my spouse are one entity.

My spouse is free to alter or adjust any device or account at any time, in a way which is more accommodating to our needs as a couple.

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We care a lot about our kids. My wife and I, this entity I have mentioned. We pray for them together and ferverently; Not even a word but it's the way we do the thing. Even the term, "our kids", has had new life breathed into it as a term; Taking on new meaning and becoming more well defined. (so my wife and I take on young people that latch on to the cares of our heart frequently and I have always found a strong connection to our creator through this channel as I have been endowed with the gift of teaching in several matters and am able to now more fully be aware of my fatherhood statutes given my motherly counterpart is continually rubbing her mites all over me,...)

The All You Can Eat Buffett

She must be trying to starve me this is the only explination I can come to. Last night we went to the all you can eat buffett and I was only able to down one plate of meal food one salad and a bowl of ice cream. traditionally i would have two or three servings of desert between a few hardy meal plates. It was an entirely new experience for me leaving an all you can eat buffett with a sensation of being hungry. thinking of how i can get to mcdonalds for some mcchickens walking out the front door.

My Wife

Hey kids, this is not a "how i met your mother episode". In consideration of the fact that I am now targeting a group that ranges from 6 to 24 years of age in my anecedotes to my children. I would ask all of you to turn your heads if you know whats good for you. {will remain}


to my beautiful God fearing wife, the mother of my children, oh blessed one:

Dear, this entry will change over time. I've decided that in this one single entry alone I will always address to you in the public eye, a small part of my intimate message to you. I have told you time and time again of all the many things I will do, the changes I will make, the things I will become; You, yourself have called bullshit upon all of these the false and unfalse alike. And so, well after a month of marriage that I have enjoyed greatly with you; I told you just two things. Two things, that I will never ever, on my life's own ending do. Firstly, I will never give you biblical reason to divorce me. It is recorded in the bible and said by the good Lord baby Jesus that the only reason for divorce is sexual infidelity. Before God, Children, and country I can honestly tell you this will not ever occur. The second thing I did tell you that I would never do is, "I will never divorce you".


There are many things written about love and almost all of them confuddle my mind. But baby I love you..... My mind heart spirit and flesh know this to be true.


Here are some things I have learned:
My other half is a unique individual and as such will rebel, resist, and revolt against my individuality at every chance given.

My other half will offer support to me as is absolutely required.

Resurrection

"Choose you this day who you will serve; As for me and my house, we will serve the Lord!"


So today is my birthday, and I am utilizing that as a springboard to make an entry here. It has worked out exceedingly in a convienent way that I just so happened to be off from work today. I did not know until yesterday that I would be. This will be one of my busiest and highest paced weeks that I have at my current job for this year. I have not had a day off of work on my birthday when I was not locked up in jail for several years, honestly I have thought about it with minimal effort and I'm not sure in how long. God has blessed me in such unimaginable ways that I could not even begin to attempt to form the words that would convey properly.

At it's conception, this blog was designed for me to have a place to post my experiences regarding my passion for my children on a regular basis. These updates began to be irregular in timing as events in life altered. Currently, I find myself starved for time to even make an attempt at it and thus the posts have become almost rare in occurrence. This is, in part, evidence of the true blessings God has bestowed upon me. As the space between my writings increased so did my daily activities, my educations, my industiralisms. You see, God is continually giving me more to be responsible over, continuing to educate me in husbandry of things, and causing me to take into consideration from an external view a larger landscape of things. He is trusting me with greater things as he is giving me greater things.

My job at the golf course is going great. My food passion grows. My passion for my children can not be contained! Now, let me share a little bit about the exponential blessings which have been seen growing for me in my life. I'm now up to five wonderful beautiful children. Each of them unique in amazingly vast ways, yet each of them having a unity in that they share a great favor from God. Your mother and I pray for each of you daily, we love you unconditionally, and we care for you diligently to the best of our God-given ability. So clearly things have changed. When I speak now I do so as a half of a unified whole which no man shall divide. My other half deals accordingly so. We agree to seek first the kingdom of heaven, to put our children first in our earthly endeavors, to be joined with one another, and forsake all others.

God can make magnificent things happen in crazy quickness.

Twitching

I've begun twitching. At least that is what I would suppose you would call it when your engaging in activities on Twitch. Building some Roblox models and archiving the act of playing some rounds through DnD online has thus far been the main fruit from the labours which I have so dilegently put into this project as of so far. I'm now including in some examples from our channel ENJOY :D

Peace Boi

This is the internet! So... say hello to it I guess?

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I pray that I am composing a new post shortly.